24 January 2009

a rounded freedom--a full life

I have no idea what I want from the life I'm living-- but something tells me it's all going to pan out. I want to look back and remember. Not question. Not want more or less from the times I can not change. I never go into something thinking...okay, so this is why and what I wish to gain. I simply ride the ride until I find myself wishing I was off.

I like circles, round about points with no end and no beginning. My life is a circle-- I don't know what the end result is going to be, and often find myself wondering when I'm going to choose to a straight path from clarified point A to distinct point B. When will the motion sickness take effect?

When I'm looking back, I'm not sure if I'm going to regret the loops I've jumped from or the spheres of my life *but I don't know how to live any other way. So, it will just have to work and be alright. I'm in this to have fun.

So I'll ride the merry-go-round, the ferris wheel, the yo-yo, and the ring of fire

I'll live in circles full of indecision and open options--with little commitment and little concern. Enjoying every moment...

...to the fullest

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