31 January 2009

Weaving: Memories. Intermingling. Uncertainty

Today I find myself missing my best friend on her birthday. Seriously, why weren't we sisters....it should've happened. hahah I think back to that one time when we were at Marc's house :) We were talking about sisters and Abby said "well we can be. My mom can be your mom". I responded by saying how weird that would be and she said "well technically, your mom isn't your mom either". We just cocked our heads in silence and then burst out laughing.
I miss you :(
:) I love you :)
And I hope you get your present soon, because it's pretty awesome...

Transitioning....I'm glad I've met the people I have, and am extremely grateful for my groups of friends on this current ice rink of a campus. As the days go on, I more positively view life, more often I see reason in the unreasonable, and question less the practicality in impossibility. Despite a heavy work load, and uncertainty in everything I'm doing--despite the fact that I sometimes feel myself failing or doubting, or wishing or wanting * I just know that everything is working out. I am happy and slightly proud of all of us, the solid bonds we've formed(but even more so the one's we've broken), and the way we help weave our lives, sharing string or wicker or whatever the hell you weave with.

Thinking about it, I guess we weave our memories and share them amongst ourselves. I like this sharing.
So thank you.

In another relative notation-- I feel a shift, a changing starting to encapsulate. Not sure if the change is going to take me, or whether or not I'll like it. It's stuck on potential...just resting. But I feel it's there. Not quite sure how I feel about that yet, but no worries. Ya'll are here to stay.

And I'm not planning leaving anytime soon :)

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