Try to unBREAK broken-- it won't happen

...it won't happen. I know this. A piece of common knowledge not quite opaque and neither translucent. It will be what you make it, but will remain what it is. What it has always been, and even there ambiguity saturates and weighs heavily. For what it was to you, was not how I experienced it--nor is my reality held near to your heart. And, in a swimming sea of neithers and nors and in betweens, I didn't expect it to lie or become akin to the steady rhythm of an essence such as life. An essence in which a slowed or rushed beat, where what lies can be truth, can end and be final. Can become electrified by an outside source and will continue to beat on. breathe on. walk away. walk toward.

This creates misunderstanding and aggravation. This creates Darkness.Darkness is not comprehensive. Only to be understood as dark, the closest thing to nothing you can imagine. A nothing imagined everything, conceptually designed as a black depth containing unseen people. People grasping in the void for anything that might be in reach. For anything to connect. For anything to be amongst them, beat with them, breathe with them, walk with them. Words of wisdom float in the darkness, as invisibly apparent as the depth known surrounding. It claims TBA and reclaims it as a constant state of being.

This darkness is all we have, that's where it becomes everything. Our everything. It drives our search, our advancement, our pain, our success. Us, driven like cars, by an unmistakable force comprised of blackness and depth and unknown. It drives. We go. We live.

Life is TBA and we don't know how to deal with it so we rationalize it. or we run from it. or we dive towards it. or we bathe in it. We DEAL with it and that's okay.

Just know as you're groping in your own darkness, you are really reaching into another's plot of depth. Respect. Reach out. Go slow.

---yeah I don't know what this is about, but it's something. I'm not sad about it, nor indifferent...just learning. I don't see it as unfortunate, neither should you

...whoever you may be :)

We are stars in the same darkness of a deep nothing, blind to the brilliance beside us and tragically mistaking our own brilliance to be insignificant. Shine bright.

I'll find you.